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Sunday, June 26, 2005

i'm being drained.
physically and mentally.
WHY?
why do i feel like that?
why isit that.

i've lost my appetite;
when i'm super hungry.

i cant sleep;
even when i'm dead tired.

i cant focus;
even when it's so important.

i'm cold;
when it's suppose to be very hot.

i've lost even my interest;
no matter how much i used
to like it in the past.

no matter what.

i've tried everything.
sleeping;
talking;
laughing;
dreaming;
singing;
playing;
forcing;
praying;
telling myself;
diverting my attention;
acting as if it din happen.
it's just that. i cant do it.
i'll go madd soon.
i'm really disturbed by what happened.

it's a bad nightmare.
a bad experience.
only kylie will understand.


i'm drained. TOTALLY.
physically and mentally.

find the old me back.
in search-


3:43 PM